is it beautiful?

sometimes you see happiness and wish it could all just go back to the way it was, where you could trust everyone, everyone loved each other, and best friends weren't lost so easily... please don't stop being my best friend...

the way the heart is broken and played with

It hurts so much, the heart that was already broken has broken again. It feels like you took my emotions played with them then threw them to the side of the road like some old piece of gum you didn't like anymore. and although I may be some inanimate object, I have a 'handle with care' sign. who gives a damn about emotions or love or the heart? oh wait everyone except for you... the way you held me then lied to me then held me again then changed your mind. really really smooth! FAIL!

mmmhmmm... :)

isn't weird how you always hope for one thing to happen but don't ever expect it to happen but, when it does it just feels right? And although you don't expect it to happen, everything feels safer and you feel like nothing can get to you because everything is ok? WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN? and is it real? is it something i can trust, because as far as i am concerned i feel like i can't trust anything and that honestly scares me. but i guess things happen and life goes on right? oh well, i guess this new excitement will go one...

let's see where it goes! :)